Checklist: 10 bizzare things Mimid must do before she turns 30

No. 1 : Burn the Office - completed

No. 2 : Make ppl confused her with Anna Kournikova - completed

No. 3 : Torture a giant turtle - completed

No. 4 : Mixing up leftovers food at Dome and eat it - completed

No. 5 : Won a bet out of it (No. 4) - completed

No. 6 : to be updated

No. 7 : to be updated

No. 8 : to be updated

No. 9 : to be updated

No. 10 : to be updated

we will keep supporting you darling.. chaiyok!

here comes the bride..

congratulations to our girl, Jue for her wedding.. she's the first among all.. and we are happy for her. cant wait for their little ones.. hehe.. take care darling Juliana.. we know you'll become a wonderful wife to mr imran.. you two make a perfect couple and we're wishing u all the best in your new life and u know u still got us no matter what.. we will always be your girls..

Jue, may you always smiling with your other half..

Life is like a puzzle..marrying someone you loved and loves you makes the puzzle completes.. and having all your close friends and loved ones during your wedding.. makes the puzzle hangin steadily in a beautiful golden frame on ur wall..

Finally.. now your destiny can begin.. Good luck Jue.. Luvs..

need vs desire

quotes from a friend..

NEED - he, who will tenderly caress for you until u die. u will be save in his arm and he'd die for u- but ur heart is not that excited abt it,which renders it impossible for u to love him.

DESIRE - every time he pops, he makes ur heart goes flip flop- so lustrous, u just want to hold him close and never let go. but- there are just things abt him that will just simply make u suffer, u may be miserable in the future, but happily in love.

choose.love is a funny thing and it gets much more complicated as we grow older. the hell what people think of ur choice, bottom line: u r happy.

u lead ur own life.dun let anyone hold u back..

Bridesmaid and diapers

last friday was my best friend's wedding, everything went smoothly. She was happy, her mother was happy, as well as her dad, makcik dia,pakcik dia, 1st cousin, 2nd cousin.. sume happy. Including me.. I was happy. Happy to see my best fren merangkap kawan seperjuangan since form 1 yg dulu same2 membuat cubaan cabut sekolah (sorry cikgu..we weren't that innocent..) at last.. settled down.. for good. Who knows aite? we never know.. dulu, on the last day of SPM, we were talking craps bout what we're goin to be by age of 25.. everybody said that by that age everyone must be married.. got lotsa little ones.. have a monthly subscription of majalah Keluarga or Anakku perhaps.. weekend outings to Tesco ( to topup groceries in the refrigerator).. balik rumah mentua.. woaaa.. I guess our predictions ain't real at all.. heh. It happens to some of us, but practically not to the majority. y ar? time flies and time changed.. we're still the same person but in a different environment. I'm not dat desperate to get hook up, but the pressure keep increasing day by day when you see your friends, one by one start talking about their coming wedding, hantaran lah, their growing kids lah.. fuhh.. Tension anyone?
Talking bout kids, i met my old school mate on mai's wedding nite and guess what.. she's married and she got two adorable kids. To see her changes since last time we met, mmg obviously changing. Usually bila beborak we used this term "kau ni.. bla..bla.." or "aku hari tu..bla..bla.." and suddenly she was like "siti hari tu kan..bla..bla.." and i was like.. woaa.. wait a minute since when the "kau" "aku" part turn into "siti" and "erin".. its not a big matter babe, but it was creepy man.. she explained that nowadays her friends are all the kakaks and makciks.. so their conversation turn out to be more graceful than we used to. I was like..ookay..nevermind.. we understand. Ahah.. the revolution begins.. my 25 year old friend trap in a body of 34 year old woman. But, who's to blame? Looking at a bright side, she's happy with her kids, enjoys talking bout the size of diapers and milk brands, give us valueable tips on where to get cheaper groceries ( kedai jimat near her house) and where to bargain (kedai jimat near her house too.. ) and finally she's happy and complete. Erm, complete.. i wonder is it true marriage makes a woman complete. Why can't we be completed and single? Is it crime being an unmarried woman at 25?

p/s : congratulations to all my married frens and newly weds.. advanced congrates to my almost married fren.. Jue.. I'm so happy for u darl and can't wait for the wedding. Mak cili here i come.. :)

is it love? or its just an emotional black mail?

I kept asking myself lately, are u ready to take a one step further in life? hmm, then i answer it to myself, it depends. love is a subjective. i dunno, for me love can give various definition with different point of view from each and everyone in this psychotic world. sometimes i wonder, am i ready to accept this new love of my so-called-life? how bout the past? people say, past is past la babe, jgn la ingat lagi..no point. but, is it true past is past? its like back then when we learned history in the secondary and the teacher always saying this "jgn lupa sejarah kita", its like we are what we were before. then, why must we delete all the history yg dah bertahun2 we've been through? its unfair. to myself,to my future,and to my past. life is not complicated.its only we who tangle it up. sometimes, i think love is just a waste. you met somebody,you fell in love,you had fight,you broke up,and its all gone.just like that. how many times you want to fall in love before you settle down for good? why cant we just settle it all once and for all. its easy saying than doing it aite. and how do you know your man is the right man for you? there goes another issue. :)

At this age of 25 ( i hate the number), im getting bored of this love sick thing.losing someone i've been with for almost 5years, makes me tired to let myself swim in this pond called love again. its neither a frustration nor regrets. ive made my decision to let him go, and i know i hve to move on this time. to catch up what i missed before. give time for myself and trying to get back to my own track. and leave this all lovey dovey thingy. but, being human i cant escape that easy. as the ex keep knocking on my door, i met someone new. but i still arguing with my twin evil side of me who keep saying that, why must u trust another hunk when they share the same bloody epidemic. yup, its about trust. i find myself hard to trust another being called man. maybe it just a temporary after-break-up syndrom,but i dunno..
Today i suppose to send my kain baju kurung to the tailor for my friend's wedding. my first experience-to-be bridesmaid.im a bridesmaid ppl! hmm, another friend who's going to get married, and one by one is following the track..and im going to be alone in this sarcastic room called "single only".and die alone..with my old fat cat called cimut..eating my flesh in the kitchen until my neighbor found my body after 2 weeks.. huaa.. can it be like that?
Today, i say to myself, give this new guy a chance and give urself a chance to be loved and loved.. its not a crime after all.let the past, stay in the past.take a peek at the past once in a while as a guide in the future.but do not let the past to keep urself from moving.life must goes on. "tak cuba tak tahu kan?"-a friend once said. Give love another chance.Don't punish it just because you failed before.That's why i decided to look at it beyond what love is, and strive for what best for me.and yes, love is an emotional black mail which we are willing to be blackmailed by it.as pierre andre might said "jgn pandang belakang", i say life is a lesson, you'll learn it when you through..
until then peeps..