mayday!mayday! dream shoes alert!

*all pics are credits to http://cgi.ebay.com.my/Manolo-Blahnik-Sedaraby-silber-SATC-Gr-39-NEU-/260611323567?cmd=ViewItem&pt=Kleidung_Accessoires_Schuhe_Damenschuhe&hash=item3cada53*

MasyaAllah.. these pair of shoes are soo beautiful.. i really want this for my wedding. boleh kah

? do u know where i can get this kind without spending a fortune? i found this shoe maker Gaby from maju junction who can make custom made shoes for wedding. i was thinking to go there tomorrow since i'll be going to kl with my brother to attend his lecturer's wedding in sentul. i heard from a bride to be that Gaby could make any kind of shoe you wanted for your wedding..and i'm so trembling to go there.

of course i cannot afford manolo's.. mr fiance would roll his eyes out kalau found out i ada cita2 na beli manolo's for my wedding. in your dreams okay erin! let's put your cash on more serious matters like life after wedding rather than spend thousands on a pair of very beautiful shoes okaayyy..( sila baca dgn nada geram)

Oh please.. Gaby you're my saviour.. tak boleh beli manolo blahnik.. gaby blahnik pun jadi lah..heheh..

its almost done!

Alhamdullillah.. finally i've settled the flowers thingy.. hmm, complicated sebenarnya bila nak buat DIY engagement neh.. but i like it and intimate.itu yg penting.. when we do everything by ourselves..the event is likely more close to our heart and the satisfaction is guaranteed..(guaranteed kah kalau x menjadik?hehe..) but anyhow, i like it. walaupun penat..and mentally distressed.. sometimes.

So today, i finally found the vendor for fresh flowers..di Taman Sri Tebrau..Judy florist.. the owner is quite unfriendly at 1st, but then dah lama2 berbual i realized she is like dat..mungkin kelihatan agak tidak mesra alam but she gave good prices..and the most important thing, it is within my budget! sukeee sgt.. everything i got at price below my budget.. thus, love amoi judy!
so, flowers checked..and im going to pick em up on friday evening..yeaa..

the list of things to buy..are almost everything checked.. and actually im quite nervous for friday.. and of course the day after dat..

hopefully everything goes well..insyaAllah..

can u hear the wedding bells?

its been so long since my last post i guess.. and now im back with something that i wanted to write about for so long.. erm, yes.. i'm finally going to settle down. funny. weird. but its a beautiful feeling i must say. after several years of struggling in a relationship which does not have a happy ending.. i walked away and yeah.. i met this guy. infact, i just met this guy.

its true when people say, true love doesnt need 5 years..or 10 years.. it can happen in a blink of an eye. agree peeps? i never thought it could be this soon and after 21 years of living ( hahaha.. i always be 21 okay..ignore me) .. i have this feeling and certainty of saying.. yes, this is it. let's tie the knot!

i'm happy. he makes me happy.

Thank you Allah for your greatest gift..

Checklist: 10 bizzare things Mimid must do before she turns 30

No. 1 : Burn the Office - completed

No. 2 : Make ppl confused her with Anna Kournikova - completed

No. 3 : Torture a giant turtle - completed

No. 4 : Mixing up leftovers food at Dome and eat it - completed

No. 5 : Won a bet out of it (No. 4) - completed

No. 6 : to be updated

No. 7 : to be updated

No. 8 : to be updated

No. 9 : to be updated

No. 10 : to be updated

we will keep supporting you darling.. chaiyok!

here comes the bride..

congratulations to our girl, Jue for her wedding.. she's the first among all.. and we are happy for her. cant wait for their little ones.. hehe.. take care darling Juliana.. we know you'll become a wonderful wife to mr imran.. you two make a perfect couple and we're wishing u all the best in your new life and u know u still got us no matter what.. we will always be your girls..

Jue, may you always smiling with your other half..

Life is like a puzzle..marrying someone you loved and loves you makes the puzzle completes.. and having all your close friends and loved ones during your wedding.. makes the puzzle hangin steadily in a beautiful golden frame on ur wall..

Finally.. now your destiny can begin.. Good luck Jue.. Luvs..

need vs desire

quotes from a friend..

NEED - he, who will tenderly caress for you until u die. u will be save in his arm and he'd die for u- but ur heart is not that excited abt it,which renders it impossible for u to love him.

DESIRE - every time he pops, he makes ur heart goes flip flop- so lustrous, u just want to hold him close and never let go. but- there are just things abt him that will just simply make u suffer, u may be miserable in the future, but happily in love.

choose.love is a funny thing and it gets much more complicated as we grow older. the hell what people think of ur choice, bottom line: u r happy.

u lead ur own life.dun let anyone hold u back..

Bridesmaid and diapers

last friday was my best friend's wedding, everything went smoothly. She was happy, her mother was happy, as well as her dad, makcik dia,pakcik dia, 1st cousin, 2nd cousin.. sume happy. Including me.. I was happy. Happy to see my best fren merangkap kawan seperjuangan since form 1 yg dulu same2 membuat cubaan cabut sekolah (sorry cikgu..we weren't that innocent..) at last.. settled down.. for good. Who knows aite? we never know.. dulu, on the last day of SPM, we were talking craps bout what we're goin to be by age of 25.. everybody said that by that age everyone must be married.. got lotsa little ones.. have a monthly subscription of majalah Keluarga or Anakku perhaps.. weekend outings to Tesco ( to topup groceries in the refrigerator).. balik rumah mentua.. woaaa.. I guess our predictions ain't real at all.. heh. It happens to some of us, but practically not to the majority. y ar? time flies and time changed.. we're still the same person but in a different environment. I'm not dat desperate to get hook up, but the pressure keep increasing day by day when you see your friends, one by one start talking about their coming wedding, hantaran lah, their growing kids lah.. fuhh.. Tension anyone?
Talking bout kids, i met my old school mate on mai's wedding nite and guess what.. she's married and she got two adorable kids. To see her changes since last time we met, mmg obviously changing. Usually bila beborak we used this term "kau ni.. bla..bla.." or "aku hari tu..bla..bla.." and suddenly she was like "siti hari tu kan..bla..bla.." and i was like.. woaa.. wait a minute since when the "kau" "aku" part turn into "siti" and "erin".. its not a big matter babe, but it was creepy man.. she explained that nowadays her friends are all the kakaks and makciks.. so their conversation turn out to be more graceful than we used to. I was like..ookay..nevermind.. we understand. Ahah.. the revolution begins.. my 25 year old friend trap in a body of 34 year old woman. But, who's to blame? Looking at a bright side, she's happy with her kids, enjoys talking bout the size of diapers and milk brands, give us valueable tips on where to get cheaper groceries ( kedai jimat near her house) and where to bargain (kedai jimat near her house too.. ) and finally she's happy and complete. Erm, complete.. i wonder is it true marriage makes a woman complete. Why can't we be completed and single? Is it crime being an unmarried woman at 25?

p/s : congratulations to all my married frens and newly weds.. advanced congrates to my almost married fren.. Jue.. I'm so happy for u darl and can't wait for the wedding. Mak cili here i come.. :)